Hey guys! What's up? Has the madness stopped yet? Yeesh, can no one tell what's magic food and what's not anymore? You guys are so sad, but man, that singing? Hilarious! Who's gunna argue with free entertainment? Not me!

So, thank god, I finally found Ayase... if I wasn't careful I could'a tripped on him on the way out the door. Yeesh, to think I was lookin' the hell up and down this town and I'd find him there... so now that I'm not in a constant state of heart attack I'm feelin' more sociable again~ Lucky you guys, huh?

Dude, I know this place is like, messed up and everything? But sheesh... when I found poor Ayase... I was so worried! The Hollow did a number on him I think... but he's okay now, for the most part, I think. We're both okay... better then okay, but who says I'm the type who kisses and tells? THAT'S RHETORICAL PEOPLE, IT MEANS YOU DON'T ANSWER IT.

Anyway... I dunno, I wish there was somethin' we could so about all this weirdness that happens here... I mean, I'm a freakin' MAGE, I should be able to do somethin'... *sigh*

Okay enough sad crap, I'm depressing my wonderful self.

SQUALLY~ The grape vine tells me you have a chickie, huh? Dear lord, I think you and me need to have a talk!

Ayase-Angel... Love you! find here many drawings of flowers and hearts and smiley faces

AND WHAO WHOA WHATS THIS? Presents for me? Awesome! How come no one ever gets me booze?

Lessee... lotsa yummy food mostly! Awww, thanks you guys!

Angel, now that you're okay, we gotta do something for this... Valentines day, yeah? Sorry it'll be late! X_x

…. Dude. I was… I was… a rockstar? That’s… that’s totally…. Like… whoa. Man.

Dude, but like being a rockstar wasn’t enough, I was a… a werewolf? It kinda feels like a fuzzy dream, ya know? Like I know stuff happened but it’s hard to remember all of it… but maybe if I try hard enough…

Well lemme see… Euphie and me were friends (well I mean we are friends, but you know, in the... freaky alternate universe too), only she was a vampire…and I licked her? But wait a sec, weren’t the vampires and (Lycan?) werewolves like, fighting or something? Yeah? Right? Maybe? Whatever, I mean she's such a sweetheart, even as a vampire, how could I not be friends with her?

And then, uh... I remember... I remember Ayase. And he was in trouble... and it made me really made and I still wanna punch that Kuronue guy Ayase? Are you okay? Happy belated birthday! Do you remember what happened after I ran away with you...? It gets all blurry... did I hurt that guy...? Ack I'm really worried about you angel... get a'hold o' me, would ya?

Other then that I just remember random rockstar... stuff. A big house and what not... Oh, yeah, and I remember talking to people through a... a computer? I don't even know what the heck that is ._. Seemed like this journal thing only not a book...

Guys that was totally weird. Why can't rain just be rain here, huh?

strikes scribbled out but if you're careful you can read them

So uh, yeah... with agent ass-face still... you know, trying to get his face out of his ass... I guess this is my job...

!!AUDITIONS!!

There's been an accident, and Jerry (lead guitar) won't be playing anymore... But I got a concert to to, and a job at this place called 'Blue' and probably more comin'... so ya. Who all is interested? If it's a lot I'll set up a general date, if not I can do individual meetings...

[Screened against humans]

Who the fuck killed Jerry? I can't even tell, he's all slashed up. I dunno if it was a puppy or a bat or what... but not cool, guys. Just... fuck. I know he was a human but... christ, he was my friend and.... Geez, I forgot how fuckin' racist this fuckin' place can be... God, Jessica and him were goin' out too, she's heartbroken...

(OOC THINGS TO KNOW: People should know this about Jansen Friedh; in this world, he's a famous, though brand new rockstar! His band is called Skyline Kittycat Silver Dusk, and he sings lead and plays base. So, like, know who he is kthnx <3 Also, there is rumored drug addiction for him... because there always is)

~*~

Ah man... seriously guys, I'm psyched about comin' home, ya know? I think that tour about killed me ._. Can ya die from bein' too tired? Cuz, like, I think I might, for serious.

Anyway... I wrote some new songs! I think I'm gunna show them off at the concert this week... That's right, my little home town hollow is gunna get a concert! Oh man, I'm so excited! This is gunna ROCK, I tell ya!

Also, I'm like, super happy to be gettin' my ass outta' that damn tour buss.... shit, I know it looks big from the outside, but daaaammn... animals like me need space to roam, ya know?

All in all though, I say it was a pretty damn good trip... other then the bad press. I guess it's the price of bein' a big star; people just wanna drag ya down... but ya know, I'm already a spaz, what the hell would I need drugs for? You do not sprinkle sugar on the cotton candy, ya ear? It just ain't smart... But for real you guys... I hope none of my fans don't believe that crap...

( Screened to Euphie )

Hey guys and dolls! Merry after Christmas! I hope everyone had a cool holiday ^^ I totally did, much better then the drunken x-mas parties at the inns I always used to end up at around this time of year O_o But, yeah, I'm totally just walkin' on air right now, nothin' could ruin my good mood.

I had this totally awesome date with Ayase... we went ice skating and had a picnic and.... yeah. It was totally great... he's so sweet, and it was nice to... I dunno, talk to him about stuff. And to see him smile like that, and I'm gunna stop before I sound anymore like a corny love card... it was a real good time, anyway. Oh, and, I think the lake stayed frozen (ice magic lasts, baby!) so if anyone wants to skate, it's there!

And uh... oh, then, the dance. That was killer, man! Totally amazing! The food was kick ass, totally delicious, and the music and dancing and everyone looked fabulous! Man... was I one of the only dudes in pants? I mean Ayase can pull it off because he's gorgeous but hell, I swear I gotta revoke so many man cards here! ^_~ Just kidding, guys... maybe :P

Oh, and I got some neat stuff for Christmas! Lemme see here...

**This really pretty flower! I bet I know who it's fro~om!

**A book, from Squall (D'awww he's worried about me, he must care, that's so sweet!)

**Body-chocolate, and a "favor" from Duo! Ya sure ya wanna being doin' that, man?~ ^_~

** Mystery Gift involving Ayase! I dunno, he just promised me he'd give me something involving him!

** A sweet book from Elly! Ooo, I can't wait to read it! =D

... No one gave me booze? C'mon you guys, pleeeeeaaaaaaase? pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase?

Naw, seriously, sweet haul this year!~ ^_^

Oh man, all this great stuff showed up today! Man, and with the way things are going, I was scared I was gunna be stuck in a dress! Haha!~

Okay lemme see here...

( The Outfit... )
( The Shoes... )
( The Scarf... )
( The Hairpin... )
( The Mask... )
( The Other Stuff... )

I'm glad who ever is givin' out the threads realized what a snazzy dresser I am, and didn't try to stick me in anythin'... well, like the rest of ya poor guys seem ta' be stuck with! :P

Holly crap, I have been more busy then a cookie shop on Christmas Eve! Seriously, when did I get so popular?~ Oh who am I kidding, I've always been popular ^_~

(OOC:This is all public, just cut because it's kinda on the long side ^_~)

( Talking about Duo... )

( Talking about Ayase )

( Talking about Cain... )

( Talking About Kurama... )

( Talking about Elly, Threatening Elly's murderer )

( Talking about X-mas, this weird chest at my door, wings... )

GUYS EPIC BAR TRIP NUMBER TWO IS A GO!!! I'M PICKING UP A GREEN HORN FROM OLD HOME AND THEN OFF WE GO TO THE BAR, COME ON GUYS IT WILL BE GOOD TIMES!!!!!!! =D

Oh my god. Really? REALLY? ONCE was totally enough, okay? GOD, that was stuff I wasn't really dying to relive. Uhg. Did anyone else have WAY TO MUCH FREAKING FUN with... whatever the hell that was? Man... Let's just... not do that again, mm'kay? Dude, juuuuust when you think it can't get any weirder around this place...

Nhg. I uh... I remember, I mean, most of it. Sorry for anyone I was a total ass too, you know, hormones and what not. That was not cool you guys, seriously not cool. Bad timing too, I totally have stuff to do.

Duo! You owe me man, you totally owe me! Pay up! I need that 'thing' ASAP! Big plans, buddy! I need your wonderful expertise!~

Ayase!~ I, uh.... Sorry I yelled at you. But I'm totally gunna make it up to you, though! Just you wait! Oh, and, haha.... s-sorry I borrowed your clothes! You can have them back, they totally don't fit me anymore.

(sorry no new Jan icons! :( Just use your imagination; he's 15!)

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?

I mean, why did I wake up naked? In some place I never seen before? Ah hell, I had so much work to do, and I promised I wouldn't get hammered until after I was done! Damn it, people are gunna be so mad at me... what the hell did I get myself into this time? Why are there so many little creatures running around?! Why was one of them in bed with me

Aw man... I'm never drinking again! I need a drink

strikes readable if you squint

Gah.... okay, you guys...? That was awesome! But I am never ever drinking again EVER for at least the next three hours. Seriously. I mean it.

I can even remember most of it, too! Where did that cute little umbrella go? I totally wanna keep it as a memento~ Ah well... I'll just have to cherish the unreasonably blurry memories~

So, I, uh... I kinda wondered into the wrong room, on the way home last night. Geez, no one bothered to make sure I was going the right way? Ah but what should I expect, people are assholes, right Squall? Haha!

But yeah, other then uhm... wondering into the wrong room.... things are pretty good! Actually, it kinda ... worked out in my favor. I, uhm, sorta have a boyfriend now? Man, I never thought I'd be sayin' (writing, duh) something like that! But there I go. I have a boyfriend. There, I said it again!

Wow, I'm such a dork.

Anyway... yeah. So me and Ayase? We're together. I think that means I'm obligated to kick ass and take names if any of you people do something stupid, ya got me? Good? Good.

Man... I really like him. Like... a lot. I, uh... I kinda feel a little lost, I mean, I'm not used to this! Tips? Tricks of the trade? Come one people, help a guy out!

Oi, I have this song stuck in my head now...

( I don't even know where I heard it before! )
Catchy!.... Great, now I keep singing without realizing it >_>;

( Filtered away from Ayase )

So, I got my wings; sweet deal! For those of who who don't know, I'm Jansen Friedh, mage extraordinaire! Anyone see the basement door? No, you didn't, because I blasted it. haha!

Anyone wanna go downtown with me for a drink? I want whiskey. A lot of whiskey.

Oh, and, Ayase! Thanks... you know, for taking care of me, when it was happening. I totally wouldn't of been able to get through it without you. I really, really appreciate it. How about I thank you sometime, huh? I dunno what you'd like but uh... just let me know, okay?~

Okay uh... I don't really know how to say this, but uhm... I have an idea.

Okay, yeah. So, everyone shows up with no idea who they are, right? Now, outside in the town, there uh... seems to be some people with wings? And I've seen a few, like, in rooms and stuff in this place, that is, Old Home. Yeah.

Now, my... my friend, Angel Ayase... shehe uh... he had back pain like the rest of us, and he... well, he grew wings. Yeah, ripped right out of his back... and I tell ya, my back aint lookin' to nice right now, so...

I think anyone who is new should, you know, rest? Find a bed? Maybe come to the huge freaking hospital we have here at Old Home? I got a feeling this might happen to all of us.

Oh... god. How... how much did I drink last night...? I dont remember a thing... and for that matter, where the hell am I? None of this looks familiar... I must still be on some kind of buzz because I could have sworn I fell out of some kind of... egg. And now I'm in this old... castle type place. You know, I get the feeling this kind of thing might have happened to me before; just waking up with no memory? 'Cuz I'm... not really that panicked. Nope.

I did have this weird dream, though... I can't really remember much of it, just that I was walking down the street, and suddenly there were all these people in really fancy clothes around me... I think there was some sort of fight. Huh. Again, I don't feel to incredibly distraught. Anyway, I hope the memories come back soon so I can... uh.... get back to whatever the hell I'm supposed to be doing. Yeah.

... Gee I hope this book is mine. I just picked it up and started writing in it. Mine now, I guess.

(Does anyone else have this really horrible back pain, I wonder? Just me? Man, it really hurts!)